wow.

so, i got to be spanked and caned and struck with a riding-crop and tied up and tickled with a knife and pulled by my hair...
and it was good.
and i got to experience clothespins on my nipples...
and they f*cking HURT!!!!
but in retrospect, even that is beginning to seem a bit amusing now, masochist that i am.
and yet, it's still really not so much the physical sensations that i enjoy as much as it is the feeling of being dommed, of letting someone else take control, of giving that control to them...
and of being controlled... by someone caring, yet wicked.