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errant thoughts from work

I didn't lose happiness.
If I were happy, I wouldn't have broken up with him.
Or is happiness something you only recognize,
when you lose it?

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Maybe this sadness
isn't so much a mourning for losing what was,
as a mourning for losing what might have been...
for what was close enough to being, to imagine,
even though in reality, it could not be.

I was losing it, even before.
What might have been was turning into
what wasn't.

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And you can't get back what might have been,
because it never existed.

I have to keep that in mind,
because my mind is being nostalgically difficult.

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errant curiosity

Why does "a piece of ass" refer to vaginal sexual intercourse? It sounds more like anal.

Is it really true that a hymen "may be broken due to vigorous exercise"? I do believe that some people may not have much of a hymen to begin with, and that hymens can break or get stretched from things like tampons or fingering. But from vigorous exercise??? What kind of exercise could cause something way down inside there to break? Mine never broke from exercise. It is hard to imagine.

Does "to eat a cherry" mean the same thing as "to pop a cherry", or does it mean cunnilingus?