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8:46am. I'm so mad I want to hit something. But I'll try a written rant instead.
Been f*cking low on sleep for weeks; even lower than usual. Yesterday I was so sleepy I couldn't stop yawning until around the time I took my lunch break in the mid-afternoon. That, even though I got more sleep the night before, 6.6 hours, than the prior 3, and I hadn't been yawning on the prior days.
Today was the first time in weeks that I didn't have a morning Skype call for work. So I set my alarm for 9:30am and got to bed before 1am. By all rights I should have gotten over 8 hours of sleep.
But no, I wake up at 7:20am. And then my body's insides start churning like a f*cking construction crew, keeping me from being able to fall back asleep with all that racket and pounding going on. I finally got up and pointlessly sat on the toilet for a while, thinking that's what my body wanted, but no, that just made me wake up more.
The same kind of thing happened both days last weekend. Waking up early for no reason and not being able to fall back asleep. Although on Sunday, after a long time I did finally, and managed to get about 8 hours.
Been feeling prone to light nausea during the daytime too, which is another side effect I get when I'm low on sleep. BAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
I've been working too many hours because one of the projects I'm on was given a short timeline because the customer wants it quick. And then 2 of the team were unexpectedly out on sick leave for a week, which put us behind, so I was asked to help with the testing too. I counted together how much "overtime" I've done since the beginning of August, and it comes out to about an extra day of work each week. So it's as if I've been working Saturdays for a month and a half, something I would never agree to. BAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
Even though the work itself has been rather fun. I don't plan to work late each day. It's just that by the time it's evening, I'm finally in a groove, no longer tired, focused, wanting to reach a certain goal before stopping.
I've got other work-work too, besides that project. So I've been trying to juggle them all.
Sh*t f*cking body not letting me sleep. Who f*cking cares. Then I f*cking WON'T SLEEP and let's see how you f*cking like that, you G*DD*MN F*CKING BODY!!!!
Been f*cking low on sleep for weeks; even lower than usual. Yesterday I was so sleepy I couldn't stop yawning until around the time I took my lunch break in the mid-afternoon. That, even though I got more sleep the night before, 6.6 hours, than the prior 3, and I hadn't been yawning on the prior days.
Today was the first time in weeks that I didn't have a morning Skype call for work. So I set my alarm for 9:30am and got to bed before 1am. By all rights I should have gotten over 8 hours of sleep.
But no, I wake up at 7:20am. And then my body's insides start churning like a f*cking construction crew, keeping me from being able to fall back asleep with all that racket and pounding going on. I finally got up and pointlessly sat on the toilet for a while, thinking that's what my body wanted, but no, that just made me wake up more.
The same kind of thing happened both days last weekend. Waking up early for no reason and not being able to fall back asleep. Although on Sunday, after a long time I did finally, and managed to get about 8 hours.
Been feeling prone to light nausea during the daytime too, which is another side effect I get when I'm low on sleep. BAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
I've been working too many hours because one of the projects I'm on was given a short timeline because the customer wants it quick. And then 2 of the team were unexpectedly out on sick leave for a week, which put us behind, so I was asked to help with the testing too. I counted together how much "overtime" I've done since the beginning of August, and it comes out to about an extra day of work each week. So it's as if I've been working Saturdays for a month and a half, something I would never agree to. BAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
Even though the work itself has been rather fun. I don't plan to work late each day. It's just that by the time it's evening, I'm finally in a groove, no longer tired, focused, wanting to reach a certain goal before stopping.
I've got other work-work too, besides that project. So I've been trying to juggle them all.
Sh*t f*cking body not letting me sleep. Who f*cking cares. Then I f*cking WON'T SLEEP and let's see how you f*cking like that, you G*DD*MN F*CKING BODY!!!!