more old diary entries

This one was partially inspired by Boy George; he fascinated me...
Goddess (mar 21, 1999)

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(mar 1999)

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Love me
 Torture me
 Wrap your arms around me
 Don't give up
 Hate me
 As long as u care
Don't ever give up on me
  Be my friend
    Let me be your enemy
    Love me
     even when I hate myself

hold me tight when I could
     annihilate the world into a
              fiery fury nothing

Leave me alone
Kill me
Understand me
  I do
  Don't let go
        let me go
        sleep
             don't wake me
                   be a part of my dream

You are
You are who I am
Let me cry
Keep up with me when I walk to the edge of the world
 Please
    go away
      let me disappear
                 into the wind
 I am all that
 I am you
  I cannot leave
    You can only forget

Walk beside me thru the seven levels of hell
  Smile like a devil

You have my soul
  I have given it to you for safekeeping
  give it back someday
       when I am ready for it

  No.
  Let me die   let me go
   Come with me
   You are the only one I trust
   Destiny
   Forever
     til the end