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i managed to go to the bdsm group orientation tonight without much ado.... but i was the only newcomer who showed up. out of 5 who had rsvp'd. i hate it when that kind of thing happens, being the only person for the presenters/speakers/guides/etc to focus on...
and i managed to not tell my mom exactly what kind of a group of people this was, who i was going to meet... just an online group...
if i could just say "it's a bdsm group," then it wouldn't be so bad. i could handle that. but she'd say "bdsm? what is that?" and i'd have to explain it. i really don't want to have to explain it to her. i know she's going to ask again eventually just what kind of group this is, if i go to munches or whatnot. maybe i'll just say it's just a generic online group for people in this area... although that would seem a lie, and i don't like to lie. evasion i can handle, but i don't like to lie. maybe i can email her a link to an informative site about bdsm. yeah, maybe.
and i managed to not tell my mom exactly what kind of a group of people this was, who i was going to meet... just an online group...
if i could just say "it's a bdsm group," then it wouldn't be so bad. i could handle that. but she'd say "bdsm? what is that?" and i'd have to explain it. i really don't want to have to explain it to her. i know she's going to ask again eventually just what kind of group this is, if i go to munches or whatnot. maybe i'll just say it's just a generic online group for people in this area... although that would seem a lie, and i don't like to lie. evasion i can handle, but i don't like to lie. maybe i can email her a link to an informative site about bdsm. yeah, maybe.