sunrise

[darkoshi]

The sun is rising. Casting orange yellow shadows on the wall. I haven't been to sleep yet. I haven't even brushed my teeth yet.

Yesterday I went to bed at 6:30am, also after it had started getting light outside. It would have been half an hour earlier, but for the storm causing the power to go out right after I'd brushed my teeth.

Today with the time change, it is 7:44am. I think this is the latest I've ever been up. Except that one time; I'm not sure at what time in the morning I went to bed. Yesterday might even have been a record for me too.

I have half a mind to just stay up. It's not like I don't have plenty of things to do. Maybe it would make me get to bed earlier tonight. Or maybe it wouldn't. But I worry what a day without any sleep would do to my brain. I've heard bad things about what it does, and I think my brain's had enough of that simply from .

No, I need to go to bed, or at least give it a try.

But the sunlight is pretty. It was supposed to be in the 20s last night. I didn't even really notice it. I put up the green fairy lights in the red room, which already had the orange, red, and purple lights. The green ones are so bright.

So tired, so tired.

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[darkoshi]

I can no longer even rely on catching up much on the weekends. I keep thinking it's something I ought to be able to change on my own, if only I want it bad enough and put my mind to it. But at the same time, it's getting so bad (up til 6:40am last night again!), I'm considering talking with a "health coach" which is provided for free as part of my work benefits.