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I feel like... I don't know what turns me on, anymore. And how can I know what kind of relationship I want, if I don't even know what turns me on?
The things that were exciting/arousing for me on the past, maybe they'd just turn me off, now. Or maybe they would still work in a good way. But I don't know. Maybe nothing would work in a good way for me, anymore.

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I got a voicemail on my cell. It was phone-spam. In Spanish.

I've been email-chatting a bit with someone. He seems interesting so far. Hmmm, but he didn't answer my question about whether or not he smokes. Hmmm.

Sigh.

It snowed a bit this morning, in between the rain.

I like climbing stairs. In the mornings at work, sometimes I walk up to the 4th floor and then back down on the other side to the 2nd, where my cube is. It helps to warm me up when it is cold outside; gets my circulation going. There's a board up on the 4th floor on which someone writes a different inspiring quote each day...

The optimistic person says, "I don't know where I'm going, but I'm on my way!"

I'm a pessimist, and think, "I don't know where I'm going, and what difference does it make, anyway."