(no subject)

a brief mental dalliance
with my elusive master
and trickster god
apprentice... no?... servant...
sex
hmph
that's all it devolves into
because creativity fails me.
yet, a brief dalliance
is better than none
at all
and it has been a while
since the elusive one
has visited my mind.

no sex in 2 weeks.
odd to think
that for 2 years...

yet maybe it is the lack of sex
that enables my mind
to create
a sexual fantasy
where the content
is somewhat enticing
as opposed to mundane.