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At work lately, I've been feeling like I'm either cursed, or crazy. Every time I start thinking that something should finally be straight-forward to implement, it turns out to be complicated after all. And then it requires more questions and discussions. What is it that makes mole-hills turn into mountains around me?

Yesterday while walking back from lunch along the side of the street on the company grounds, a car drove towards me fast. Instead of stepping off the road like I might normally do, I mentally dared the car to run me over. It didn't.