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I'm sad. phew... What am i going to do. pfah. Things will get good again someday, sure. right. right.
Oh, I cut my hair in vaguely a mohawk style. Except it would take hairgel to actually make it stick up and look mohawkey. It's long on the very top of my head. And very short everywhere else. It's short and long at the same time. And the long hair partially covers/camouflages the short hair... Duality. Lovely.
Wish I had something more fun to do than being listless and reading other people's blogs and writing about my hair.
Oh, and why I'm sad. I told my wonderful Dom-dude last week that I wasn't going to "serve and obey" him anymore. Because it wasn't working. He's too far away, not enough contact between us... and I was starting to feel bitter towards him too much of the time. He didn't want me to cut my hair either.... I don't know if that was mainly a problem for me because I was already feeling bitter, or if letting all my hair grow long would be such a difficult thing in any case.
Oh, I cut my hair in vaguely a mohawk style. Except it would take hairgel to actually make it stick up and look mohawkey. It's long on the very top of my head. And very short everywhere else. It's short and long at the same time. And the long hair partially covers/camouflages the short hair... Duality. Lovely.
Wish I had something more fun to do than being listless and reading other people's blogs and writing about my hair.
Oh, and why I'm sad. I told my wonderful Dom-dude last week that I wasn't going to "serve and obey" him anymore. Because it wasn't working. He's too far away, not enough contact between us... and I was starting to feel bitter towards him too much of the time. He didn't want me to cut my hair either.... I don't know if that was mainly a problem for me because I was already feeling bitter, or if letting all my hair grow long would be such a difficult thing in any case.