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I'm on vacation this week, and therefore have more time to deal with some unpleasant things.
Makes me feel fear, worry, dread. I'm likely over-dwelling on everything. Why do I do that? I should be all "La-la, everything's ok, just take care of things; no big deal." But no, it's dread about the eye doctor, dread about dealing with the rodent, about replacing the fluorescent tube lights, about this and about that. Dread about having to go right back to work next week.
And to top it all off, the elastic bands in my fitted bed sheets all seem to be going bad. The sheets are still good, just the elastic is bad. So I guess I need to go buy some elastic band and fix the damn sheets too.
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Chalazion - still not gone. It may be part of a general meibomian gland dysfunction/clogging thing, as it is a generalized swelling with multiple bumps. So I made another appointment with my eye doctor. I'm afraid even if he lances them, that it won't fix the underlying problem. Maybe I'll need to do more warm compresses, even though I don't have time for them and have done hardly any the last few weeks. Yesterday I did one at 4am before going to bed. At 4am, should I be taking extra time to do a compress rather than going right to bed? At least I didn't have to get up early for work.
Makes me feel fear, worry, dread. I'm likely over-dwelling on everything. Why do I do that? I should be all "La-la, everything's ok, just take care of things; no big deal." But no, it's dread about the eye doctor, dread about dealing with the rodent, about replacing the fluorescent tube lights, about this and about that. Dread about having to go right back to work next week.
And to top it all off, the elastic bands in my fitted bed sheets all seem to be going bad. The sheets are still good, just the elastic is bad. So I guess I need to go buy some elastic band and fix the damn sheets too.
.
Chalazion - still not gone. It may be part of a general meibomian gland dysfunction/clogging thing, as it is a generalized swelling with multiple bumps. So I made another appointment with my eye doctor. I'm afraid even if he lances them, that it won't fix the underlying problem. Maybe I'll need to do more warm compresses, even though I don't have time for them and have done hardly any the last few weeks. Yesterday I did one at 4am before going to bed. At 4am, should I be taking extra time to do a compress rather than going right to bed? At least I didn't have to get up early for work.