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Why is it so hard to make myself go to bed on time?

Last year, when I was working from home a lot, I was getting nearly 8 hours sleep on a lot of nights. 8 hours of sleep is my goal; and I seem to do well on that amount. Even when I went to bed late, I was able to compensate by getting up later, while still managing to start work at a reasonable time. I'm not sure if I could have kept that up on a continuous basis, as there was a long-term trend of me staying up later and later.

This year so far, I've only worked from home one day. All the other days, I've been going to the office. But I'd guess that I've gotten less than 7 hours sleep per night on average.

Take last night. I determined what time I'd need to start getting ready for bed, in order to get 8 hours sleep. About twenty minutes before that time, while sitting at my computer, I thought to myself "I can make it to bed on time tonight. There's nothing urgent or pressing that I still need to do."

But the appointed time came and passed, and I didn't shut off the computer until an hour later. I hadn't found anything urgent or pressing to do, and yet I still couldn't bring myself to shut down the computer and go to bed, until I knew I was already an hour late.

Why?

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A positive side of going in to the office every day is that it seems to help with my back pain. I get to walk more, both walking to and from the parking lot, as well as walking outside at lunchtime. My back hasn't been bothering me much this year so far.
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My day...

My back was achy this morning; one of the vertebrae was stiff and not moving right.
I washed.
I did Neti against my allergies.
I relaxed on the electric back massager mat for a while.

Serena's tags were missing from her collar. So I went looking in the yard, and found them. Yay!

I searched for sh*t and shoveled and buried it. This is to avoid inadvertently stepping in it, and so that when I rake leaves, I'm less likely to get nasty surprises.
While I was in the yard, my vertebrae finally loosened and snapped back into the right position. Yay.

I washed dishes.
I buried the scraps in the compost pile. I cut up the pumpkin, which had unfortunately gotten moldy through a bad spot, and put it in the compost too.

Leave it to Walmart to have most of the things on my shopping list which I hadn't found in other stores.
- queen-size fleece bed-sheets for my new mattress. Check.
- stackable plastic crates with carrying handles, for storing recylables. Check.
- S-carabiners... they didn't have the size I wanted.
- but they had some other small carabiner clips which will work as well, for clipping a small pouch to my belt. Check.
- full-metal tire pressure gauge. Check.
- comfortable athletic shoes, with all man-made materials. Check.
- another pair of comfortable athletic shoes! Double check.
- but they still don't have any hot-pink sparkly athletic shoes in my size. Oh, well. Maybe someday they will.
- blue sweatshirt. Check.

I do get a small kick out of shopping, especially when I find exactly what I'm looking for, or something unexpectedly nice&nifty that I wasn't even looking for.

Kohl's was open until midnight. I found several nice things there too, including a $42 faux-fur vest. That's more than I'm usually willing to spend on a single item of clothing, especially something as simple as a vest. The vest isn't even perfect in all ways. Yet it had appealing aspects (it is reversible, although it wasn't advertised as such, and reversed, it matches my black shiny pants!), and I figured I'd regret not having bought it. So now I have a frivolous soft black vest to go along with my frivolous black silky pants.

My back was aching pretty bad again by the time I was in Kohl's. It usually does while I'm out shopping. It reminded me that I had planned to go see a doctor about my back pain at one point. But then I decided to try exercising more... still need to exercise more on a regular basis. Hopefully the new mattress will help some, too.

Kroger was open til 1am. I picked up some groceries and left there a little after midnight.

Got home. Unloaded the car. I ate dinner at 2am. Then I had an allergy attack. (How can a nose produce so much snot in such a short period of time? Where does it all come from??) So I took a loratadine pill.

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