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Qiao said something which gave me pause. He's Christian, so apparently he believes there are 2 places you can go when you die. He said that he hopes we both end up in the same place, together. And there was a question of whether I felt the same.
It's so far out of my way of thinking. The thought that after I die, that I'd still be alive, and that things would still be like they are now - in other words me being around the same people as I've been around in this life, and having the same kind of experiences... what's the point of that? Might as well not even die, if you're still going to be alive, right? What's the point of living, if death is just another life? Not that I've found a point in living. But still, the idea of a heaven like that just doesn't make sense to me. Nor does the idea of a hell.
Would I want to be with him after I die? I guess I'd choose him over anyone else who I've encountered so far in this life. But I don't want an afterlife, not like that.
In heaven, would I be able to go to sleep, and to stay asleep?
It's so far out of my way of thinking. The thought that after I die, that I'd still be alive, and that things would still be like they are now - in other words me being around the same people as I've been around in this life, and having the same kind of experiences... what's the point of that? Might as well not even die, if you're still going to be alive, right? What's the point of living, if death is just another life? Not that I've found a point in living. But still, the idea of a heaven like that just doesn't make sense to me. Nor does the idea of a hell.
Would I want to be with him after I die? I guess I'd choose him over anyone else who I've encountered so far in this life. But I don't want an afterlife, not like that.
In heaven, would I be able to go to sleep, and to stay asleep?