i guess it's over

I think I'm getting over my first real infatuation (unless one counts my relationship with my brother, which might once have fit under that category... unless that was love. or friendship or something). Anyway, my first somewhat-romantic/sexual/affectionate infatuation.

It's so sad letting it go.... and/or being let go of.....

Do any of you even care? Not that you should, really, but...

an attempt at positivity

well, that's all right.
i know the rest of you are just too shy or too busy to say you care. i know you love me! yes, everyone loves me, they sure do! even my brother, i'm sure he does! even though i don't know what love is. i'm sure i'm just drowning in it, aren't i?

i'm playing a character in this game called life... it's just a game. it will end someday. it doesn't matter.

by the way, me, talking to myself

and y'all aren't even going to read that. but it's okay! y'all love me bunches anyway! yes you do! you just try and tell me you don't, hah! i won't believe it even if you do! heh

have a nice day!