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Wednesday, September 16th, 2009 08:40 pm
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Good things

- My refrigerator (which came with the house). It has nice glass shelves, parts which slide in and out, and a neat front panel with its own separate small door, for storing things like drinks so that you don't need to open the main part of the refrigerator every time you want to get a drink out.

- That accomplished feeling from having cleaned something, and having it look all nice and clean, when you weren't even sure it was possible for it to look so clean, to begin with. And wanting to keep going back to look at it again, just to marvel at its new cleanliness, which you brought about.

- My house. It's a wonderful house.

- Having won something nifty in a raffle which was held to raise money for a charity. Woo!

- Next appointment with the psych; maybe whatever he prescribes me next will work better than the pills I've been taking for the last month.

- Being able to buy half gallon cartons of organic soymilk, including chocolate soymilk, at just about any supermarket.

- Being able to watch all the episodes of the first season of Ugly Betty on DVD.

- Having a nice friend, a good job, and enough money

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Sunday, April 10th, 2005 10:35 am
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Hey, I've already met one more wonderful person. ... He seems nice, intelligent, and interesting, and he's a Dom. Although he lives somewhat farther away than would be convenient, and I'm not sure if we would be sexually compatible. But, cool. Who knows?

We were chatting about some things, and I realized that I'm currently in an in-between state... a state of uncertainty about what I want or don't want, at least sexually, in relationships with other people. Because I haven't had enough experience yet with doing sexual things with other people, to know if that is something I could enjoy at all, or not. If I were certain, I could just state from the outset that I was looking for someone who didn't want sex at all. Or I could state that I don't mind sex, but that it isn't at all enjoyable for me, by itself. Or if it turns out that I could enjoy sex, then it wouldn't be much of an issue. But as it is, I'm still not sure, and that makes me feel trepidation. And I'm really not going to be sure, until I actually try things out with people... with various people... until I have enough real experience to have such certainty.
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well, that's all right.
i know the rest of you are just too shy or too busy to say you care. i know you love me! yes, everyone loves me, they sure do! even my brother, i'm sure he does! even though i don't know what love is. i'm sure i'm just drowning in it, aren't i?

i'm playing a character in this game called life... it's just a game. it will end someday. it doesn't matter.

by the way, me, talking to myself

and y'all aren't even going to read that. but it's okay! y'all love me bunches anyway! yes you do! you just try and tell me you don't, hah! i won't believe it even if you do! heh

have a nice day!

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