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our big tv's at the repair shop again... so my mom bought an old small zenith black & white tv for $6... i hooked it up to our satellite box.
b&w... uhf & vhf... no remote control; crouching in front of the tv to change the (local) channels... rotary channel dials making that ratchety noise when you turn them... memories of days long gone.
something so old that still works; it's like magic.
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I feel odd to be a 32 yr old still living with my mom. But she must be odd too, to not have wanted me to move out in all this time. For all I know, she's less interested in sex than I am. She used to very occasionally spend the night at her friend's house, so I thought, well maybe... even though she always made it sound like they only talked til late and then slept. But she doesn't even do that anymore.
sheez. i feel dorky for writing "my mom" so often in my entries.
maybe i'll call her by a name from now on instead... Forestfen, yep, that'll do.
b&w... uhf & vhf... no remote control; crouching in front of the tv to change the (local) channels... rotary channel dials making that ratchety noise when you turn them... memories of days long gone.
something so old that still works; it's like magic.
.
I feel odd to be a 32 yr old still living with my mom. But she must be odd too, to not have wanted me to move out in all this time. For all I know, she's less interested in sex than I am. She used to very occasionally spend the night at her friend's house, so I thought, well maybe... even though she always made it sound like they only talked til late and then slept. But she doesn't even do that anymore.
sheez. i feel dorky for writing "my mom" so often in my entries.
maybe i'll call her by a name from now on instead... Forestfen, yep, that'll do.