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News #1. My fallopian tubes are successfully blocked, according to both tests done... the regular hysterosalpingogram (HSG), as well as the saline infusion sonography (ultrasound), which they are doing a study on to see if it can replace the HSG test. So that is a good thing. I can now fuck to my heart's content. Yeah, right. LOL

News #2. I've got a dom now. We agreed to being dom & sub about a week ago. I've known him since earlier in the year. But I'm still rather unsure about how I feel about this; my feelings are rather ambivalent. He's a nice, cute, fun guy, and he seems to be able to do that domly thing... sort of... But he likes kissing... *squick squick*... and... and... I just don't know.... Maybe I'm just not even used to the idea of being someone's sub yet... On the one hand, it's like wow. On the other hand it feels odd, like maybe this isn't right. Or maybe he's not right for me. Or maybe noone's right for me. But then again, this doesn't have to be a permanent thing. Maybe he can at least teach me to kiss. *ick!!!*